If I Could do it All Again…

if i could

Hey Fam

Monday again! And I’m actually posting on time lol I had a great productive weekend and I’m so very excited about sharing what we’ve been working on with you!!! My birthday was nice, mellow, and chill the way I wanted it to be(besides my coworkers who have ZERO chill lol) and One Accord did amazing at the REOC Concert Friday night!

So yesterday I was posed with a question about changing something from my past or if I could pick one thing what would I change or something like that lol (my mind is everywhere lately) my quick response was, “I wouldn’t because I wouldn’t be who I am now.” To which I was told, “that’s a wise answer.” Although there are plenty of things I wouldn’t mind doing differently or changing in my past, but changing those things would change me! And I have a really crazy imagination lol like if I allow it to run free reality gets really weird! So this morning I started examining specific choices I’ve made and trying to visualize my life without those choices. None of the scenarios worked out! Only because if I erase the bad or misguided, the good goes along with it! Every smile, every person, every experience… it’s just not worth it to me. One of the things that I’ve learned since becoming free is that… it’s okay for me to be who I am.

I wouldn’t do anything to compromise the journey I’m on… it’s pretty amazing. I’ve been placed around loving, nurturing individuals who want nothing more than to see me grow. I have people who want nothing more than to invest in me. In me… that’s amazing. Based off an assignment that I was given… So no. I don’t want to do it all again, I don’t want to do any of it again lol knowing that if I keep my mind plastered on the past, I will not enjoy my present or be able to sight my future. I just want to continue forth into the unknown. Accepting the challenge and adventure of every new day. I have learned from the past and that wisdom guides my future. I’m… happy. Satisfied. Yet I will never stop seeking truth… and I really do love each and every one of you… I leave you with this…

Philippians 3:12-14 NLT

12 I don’t mean to say that I have already achieved these things or that I have already reached perfection. But I press on to possess that perfection for which Christ Jesus first possessed me. 13 No, dear brothers and sisters, I have not achieved it, but I focus on this one thing: Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, 14 I press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us.

Thanks again, God bless and One love.
-Quellz (komplex simplicity)

P.S. Every Thursday for the next few weeks I’ll be posting a new piece of merchandise available from the KS line. The line actually drops at my show on the 29th and will be available online shortly after that. Thank you to all who have pre-ordered!


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