It’s not you, it’s Me

Hey Fam,
I know it’s Saturday so many of you won’t read this until after the weekend but I hope you all have a great weekend! I just wanted to share something with you all real quick…
So Friday my day started off pretty awesome! My new shipment of business cards were scheduled to come in. I had a new toy, also called the Cameo 2 to play with when I got back from my first shift at work. I was ready to write to you all. It was my bestest friend that’s a boy birthday (ILY & HBD Stacy) Oh, and did I mention that it was Friday! But then life happened…
So I had an issue at work… and without going into too much detail I was “verbally reprimanded” for doing something… I don’t want to say wrong because I didn’t do anything wrong… let’s say I forgot to do something. Yeah that’s accurate… so I was pretty upset because up until yesterday my work record has been pretty impeccable. I pride myself on that… pride smh… pride will have u doing really ignorant things… anyway… I decided to be mentally and verbally mute for the rest of the day. I didn’t want to talk to anyone AT ALL! I even text the ever going group chat I have with my best friends and told them that I would be missing in action and NOT to call! I really wanted a self-inflicted pity party. Or to be as my niece would call it lol to be a “Sad Girl.” Don’t get me wrong, I wasn’t upset with my job because wrong is wrong, I mean… forgetful is forgetful smh… I was upset with myself for being forgetful. But you want to know something lol my friends refused to let me feel like that. They text me encouragements and let me know they love me (and they didn’t even know what happened) and my coworker  (idk if she wants her name used) just WOULD NOT let me blame myself lol I even text her eventually thanking her for her unwanted positivity! See but here’s the thing about the people in my “circle,” even when I want to fall… that’s drastic… take a break, yeah that’s better. Even when I want to take a break from life… they won’t let me, especially if negativity is involved. I talk all the time about being positive and they sort of threw that back in my face (thanks! I love y’all for that). If I learned NOTHING from yesterday… and I learned a lot… it would be this, the positivity in others will sometimes knock the negativity out of you. And it’s great that I have a circle of people willing to do that for me. Love you all and I hope you have a great weekend. And Stacy if you’re reading this… I’m really REALLY sorry =( !
I leave you with this…

Ecclesiastes 4:9-12(NLT)
9 Two people are better off than one, for they can help each other succeed. 10 If one person falls, the other can reach out and help. But someone who falls alone is in real trouble. 11 Likewise, two people lying close together can keep each other warm. But how can one be warm alone?12 A person standing alone can be attacked and defeated, but two can stand back-to-back and conquer. Three are even better, for a triple-braided cord is not easily broken.

Thanks again, God bless and One love.
-Quellz (komplex simplicity)

P.S. I will be at UPCLOSE & Poetry in Nashville Tomorrow @6 doors open @ 530. The commercial is on the home page!

Published by iamkomplexsimplicity

God is Simple. Life is Komplex. Author. Poet. Spoken Word Artist. Blogger. Lyricist.

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